Breaking her silence for the first time since her “Charlie’s Angels” co-star Farrah Fawcett passed away yesterday, Kate Jackson chatted with EW exclusively today. The former Angel talks about how hard it is for her to talk about her dear friend, the first time she saw the “gorgeous, magnificent, glorious” Fawcett, and the legacy that the Hollywood legend left behind. Here is what Jackson told EW:

“I didn’t plan to do any interviews today. I was just going to go to the place that Farrah and I were together the last time we were together during this three years and just sit. But I love her so much. There’s no way that I couldn’t be part of a tribute to her, and you know, just give people my impressions of who Farrah is.

“I just remembered a minute ago that right after I came to Hollywood from New York, I went to my first party where there were Hollywood people, and I walked in the door, and I knew that Lee Majors was married. I saw Lee Majors. He was the first star I had ever seen. Then I realized someone was with him, and I was almost blinded by the most gorgeous, magnificent, glorious girl about my age, who was talking and laughing with him. I just froze and stared, and I thought to myself, ‘Oh God, the competition is really bad around here.’ And it (turns out the girl talking with Majors) was Farrah.